Perfection

Perfection is
a treasure hunt,
an endless search
for a brighter horizon
and a bigger
treasure chest.

Perfection is a
a journey,
towards a mirage
that dissipates
as you draw near it.

Perfection is
a marathon
of endurance.
Surely,
everything
can be
improved
if you’re willing
to endure what
it takes to improve.

As a woman
as a Korean
as an American
as a Christian
I have been told
that I am to
endure.

I am to be
above reproach,
never tiring,
excellent,
and
demure
and
gentle
and
modest
and
humble
and

lovely and never vain
successful and never bragging
independent and never leading
self-sufficient and never selfish

straight
and
pure
and
thin
and
Perfect.

I tell myself that
all this pressure
is meant to turn
me,
a lump of coal,
into a diamond.

And then I learn
that you don’t
get diamonds
from coal.

Besides,
what good is a diamond?
It has no value,
no purpose
on its own.
(Honestly, they’re not all that rare anyway.
They’re only worth what the industry claims they are).

But coal,
coal has a purpose.
Its goal is
to burn
it
all
down.
To bring light
and heat
and go out
in a cascade
of sparks.

So who needs diamonds
when you can be the flame?

Perfection is not a treasure hunt
or a journey
or a marathon.

It is a performance,
and I am tired of playing pretend.

I will not give up my fire
to be pressured into
a shiny thing
that only holds as much value
as the men around
decide to give to it.

I am more.

I am a universe of fire
contained
in the dark.

I am good.
I am very good.
I am good enough.


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About the Poet:

Stella is a second-gen KA who lives in Southern California. She has a passing interest in most things, and a passionate interest in justice, literature, representation in media, education, food, pop culture, crafting, and all things cute. She is addicted to personality tests, but never agrees with the results.

True Love Waits

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About the Poet:

Ellen Huang recently graduated from Point Loma Nazarene University with a B.A. in Writing & Theatre. She takes joy in creative writing, books, theatre, films, fairy tales, swimming in the ocean, the Halloween season, pyrography, and cake. As her English name means “light” and her Chinese name means “love,” her life and storytelling is centered on progressive faith and platonic love.